Blindfold Chronicle - Crotchadile!
Written by N Maxell Lander Tuesday, 16 February 2010 01:49
i know, i know, i shot a fucking boy! and i shot one naked! i was totally nervous. because he was a boy, yes, because he's totally cute, yes, and because i had met him less than two weeks before the shoot. when i first started this project, or rather, first started thinking about it, i was thinking that the best way to go about this big experiment was to shoot people i knew well, people i had a pre-existing connection with. if part of this was going to be about pushing that connection and pushing our own boundaries i thought it would be more successful if i chose to interact with people where i certain level of comfort was already established. maybe this was just me trying to make it easier to put myself in a vulnerable position, or maybe not, i don't remember honestly. i just really can't fathom why i wouldn't let myself dive right into this dynamic with a stranger. to be fair, i bonded pretty quickly with jimmeh, and by the time we were talking about shooting, i didn't feel like i would be shooting a stranger. which is exactly how it felt. outside of that couple of minutes before sliding the blindfold over my face, and the first few minutes of it (which are both places where i feel super awkward!), it was all comfort. really it was an hour of awesome discussions about community and sex and kink... and 90s dance music (at one, it was acknowledged that 90's dance music makes him take off his clothes... i think i died a little on the inside!) . of course, i was crazy aware of the boy that could have been at any stage of undress (and any distance from me), and wildly curious about what surprises were await me on the CF card. and oh the surprises! meet Crotchadile!!
0 Comments